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Freaky Redheads
synopsis: interactions between you and fred hechinger at a red carpet event for gladiator ii.
wc: 2.5k+
rpf!!! don't like, don't read!!!
a/n: i love that soft, sweet, adorable man with all of my heart. my inspiration is how fred talks about sherry. the monkey. i'm down bad bro.
italics are supposed to be comments under tiktok clips of these interviews. i definitely have more in mind for these two, but we'll see how this goes. feedback is writer's fuel!
cross posted on AO3
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The flashing cameras and yelling reporters have started to become the new normal, which was so not normal for you. You couldn't believe how far you'd come.
Granted, your role in the movie was definitely more in the supporting cast territory, but you couldn't deny how massive the production was. But even as a supporting actress, you still had quite a bit of screen time as the unnamed favorite concubine to Emperor Caracalla.
The fans who knew you called out your name from behind the velvet ropes and you smiled and waved as you walked by.
"y/n! y/n! Over here!" A reporter called out. You nodded and smiled as you approached, indicating your acceptance of the carpet-side interview. Your agent had warned you that not every journalist might want to speak with you and that you should accept any interview you came by. Thankfully, as the start of your night would show, that wasn't the case.
"Hello!" You beamed, coming to a stop in front of the camera. The reporter greeted you back and handed you a microphone glued to a mini Romanesque column. "Oh, wow. I love the microphone!"
"Thank you," She smiled. With a quick glance at her blouse, you saw a name tag that said 'MTV UK: Claire'. "It was my idea, actually."
"Incredibly creative! They should give you a raise, Claire."
"If you wouldn't mind saying that directly into the camera..." Claire trailed off with a chuckle and a mischievous glint to her eye.
You shot the camera as serious a look as you could muster. "MTV, if you do not give this woman a raise, I will riot in the streets."
"Alright alright, enough of that." Claire laughed out loud with a few shakes of her head. "You look absolutely stunning!"
"Oh, this old thing?" You smiled bashfully, grabbing at your skirt to twirl it around. The styling department had made sure that all the gowns worn during press had some Roman inspiration behind them. The piece you were wearing was off white in color, representing your character's position in society. Even with your character in mind, your dress was still breathtaking. The gown was composed of yards and yards of fabric, giving it this dreamy, flowy silhouette. The neckline was so beautiful, in the cowl style and draped ever so slightly off your shoulders. To say that you loved it would be an understatement. "Thank you very much, you look amazing yourself."
"But you are on a different level!" Claire gasped, no doubt to return the topic to you. Just like you were media trained, the reporters were too. "What was the thought process behind your look tonight?"
Your eyes lit up as this was something you had wanted to talk about. "Well, the styling department and I actually workshopped this look together. Of course we wanted it to be glamorous, this is the red carpet after all. But we also wanted to show the character through the outfits, you know?" She nodded along.
"Right, your character was quite impactful even with the few lines you had." Claire added, and you smiled in thanks.
"Yeah, thank you." You felt your face heat up at the compliment. "We wanted to still be true to her, under all the glitz and glamour. So that's why we went with the understated color, to not only show her position in society but also her demeanor throughout the film."
"But your jewellery is anything but understated." She laughed.
"Yeah, I couldn't help myself." You laughed with her.
"Give us a quick tour."
You were almost dripping in gold, from your head to your toes. "We've got the hair piece." You brought a hand up to show the gold pins connected with chains littering your up-do. "Earrings upon earrings, all hoops." You pulled a strand back to show off your right ear clearly. Some were clip on earrings as you didn't have quite enough piercings to get them all. "The necklaces, of course. Some bracelets, some rings. But I think this cuff on my upper arm is my favorite."
"And these are all borrowed pieces from different brands?"
"Most of them are, yes." You confirmed with a nod. "But some are from my private collection. And some I might steal." You joked, getting a laugh out of Claire.
"Well, you really knocked it out of the park." Claire smiled, a tone of finality in her voice that showed you the interview was coming to a close. "And before we let you go, we've got one question we're asking everyone tonight. I think we can all agree that the cast of this movie is full of beautiful men." You giggled, a bit surprised at the turn in topic. "But people on the internet have separated them into two categories."
"Oh, have they now?" You asked, unaware of what she was talking about.
"Yes, they have. Gen Z has divided them into the brooding brunets and the freaky redheads." She explained, pulling up two little hand held signs. One with Paul Mescal and Pedro Pascal, the brooding brunets, and the other with Joseph Quinn and Fred Hechinger, the freaky redheads.
You couldn't contain the surprised laugh that escaped you at the sight of their little printed faces. "Oh my goodness!"
"So, as the resident Gen Z-er on the cast, who is your pick?"
"Well, I wouldn't say I'm the only representation of Gen Z here." You mused as you grabbed both the signs from Claire. You lifted up the 'freaky redheads' sign and pointed to Fred. "My friend is right there with me in the Gen Z territory."
"Alright, as the representation of Gen Z women, which team is more your style?" Claire asked as you studied the signs. "People are saying they went into the movie for the brunets and came out converted to team redheads."
"That's actually really funny," You chuckled as you looked down at both signs. "This is hard." You mumbled. A small smirk found itself on your lips as you thought of Fred seeing this clip later. Someone no doubt showing it to him, as he wouldn't find it on his own. "I feel like- yeah." You nodded with determination. "I'm gonna have to go with Fred- I'm going with team freaky redheads." You nodded. "I think it would be treacherous otherwise."
"Good choice. You'd break Emperor Caracalla's heart."
"And then he'd have my head." You laughed, stepping back. "Thank you for your great questions."
"Thank you for your time." Claire waved as you walked away. "We're gonna have a tally going throughout the night, and we'll see who wins. Team brooding brunets, or team freaky redheads." You heard her say to the camera as you moved further down the carpet.
'She looks so pretty!!'
'i love the thought process behind the outfit, you can tell she really loved her character'
'the reporter asked y/n if she prefers lucius and acacius or geta and caracalla and this girl really said FRED 💀'
'i love seeing new faces in hollywood, give young new actors a chance!!' ↳ 'right?? im so sick of them recycling the same actors for every big budget movie'
'she mentioned fred, not caracalla, twice, unprompted. i see you, y/n. you're just like us.' ↳ 'have you seen his interviews? he's literally the cutest i cant blame her 🥺'
A few steps down, another reporter flagged you down. This time, the questions were more centered around the acting itself.
"And was it difficult? In a previous interview, you've said that your character's growth was significant, but she had almost no lines in the movie."
"Yeah, I think in the final cut she only has... three lines?" You winced, looking upwards as you tried to recall what was and wasn't cut. "Though I'm not sure."
"So there were scenes where she could've said more?"
"Oh yeah, for sure! There was a lot of experimentation with my character throughout filming. Ridley's a genius and he was kind enough to truly take in my suggestions. There were times where I felt like she would actually stay quiet during a scene, whereas other times I felt like she would speak up. But yeah," You breathed in and furrowed your brows in thought as you tried to focus your answer back to the original question. "It was definitely a challenge. I had to really work on my micro-expressions. Lots of research, lots of practice. And lots of trust, too. With a character like mine, I really relied on Fr- on my fellow actors in those scenes. So yeah, definitely challenging. But who doesn’t love a good challenge?"
"And did you take any inspiration from other people's work? Any source material that helped you out as you built your character?"
"Of course!" You smiled, a hint of humor in your tone as you thought of your response. "Yeah, I did. Actually, one of the biggest inspirations for my role, believe it or not, was Ferb. From 'Phineas and Ferb'."
"The- The children's show?" The interviewer questioned with a grin.
"Yeah, Ridley thought it was brilliant!" You laughed. "We watched compilations of Ferb scenes on youtube together. And I know that Fred- Fred Hechinger, who plays Emperor Caracalla-, he also brought up Sid Vicious with Ridley, as well as other sources like that. Sir Ridley Scott has great taste, there's no denying that."
'ferb as inspiration for a movie like this,,, gen z in the film industry really are the gift that keeps on giving'
'im just imagining y/n and ridley scott curled up on the couch watching phineas and ferb reruns. that man is 86 years old. this is brilliant.'
'bro didn't even have to say anything and y/n still brought up fred 💀'
'the gen z cast members making ridley scott watch cartoons is sending me'
'not her pretending she didn't mean to say fred when she talked about trust, we all heard you y/n'
Unbeknownst to you, Fred's interviews were going much like yours, only a few feet behind you on the carpet.
"You look amazing today!" Claire, the same reporter you spoke to, told Fred during his first interview on the carpet.
"Thank you, thank you." He replied bashfully as he tried to subtly look around for you, but he couldn't see you just yet. "Everyone looks so great, everyone."
She asked him a few questions and then came time for her ending segment.
"Alright, to close off, we've got a little game here."
"A game?" Fred smiled with raised brows. "I love games." He said softly, not realizing that the microphone would pick it up.
"Yes, a quick one. You just have to choose between team brooding brunets and team freaky redheads. We've asking everyone to join."
"Woah!" Fred exclaimed as he received the signs. "That's me." He pointed out his own face in the picture of him and Joseph. "What are we basing our choice on here?"
"Well, the internet is battling on who is more attractive."
"Oh my god." Fred chortled, not expecting that answer. "Who's played the game?" He asked, still examining the hand held signs.
"As of now, we've spoken to Joseph Quinn, Connie Nielsen, and y/n l/n." Claire recounted.
Fred's eyes lit up and his cheeks reddened at the mention of your name. "And what's the- what's the consensus so far?"
"It's two to one. Can you guess who's in the lead?" Claire asked.
"Let me think... Well, Joseph -my brother-, he definitely voted for us." He pondered aloud as he counted the votes off on his fingers. "Connie... I think Connie went for team brunets. I mean, it's her husband. She's gotta." He grinned when it came to you. "y/n chose me, right? We're in the lead?"
"Yeah, you're right on all counts! You really know your cast members." Claire laughed. "y/n didn't want to anger Emperor Caracalla."
"Oh, she couldn't. I’ve got too much of a soft spot for her." Fred shook his head emphatically.
"So, are you keeping team redheads in the lead? Or will you give us a tie?"
"No, I'm going team redheads!" Fred exclaimed. "I'm not helping out my competition, no way!"
'this man has bewitched me with his beautiful eyes and calming demeanor'
'he always calls joe his brother im CRYINGGG'
'did you see his face when they mention y/n, this man can't hide his crush for the life of him 🥺' ↳ 'neither can she lol'
'what do yall know about fred hechinger 🗣️🗣️🗣️'
'fred immediately knowing that y/n chose him, kill me right now.' ↳ 'mind you the choice was caracalla. she still said 'fred' and he said 'me'. can they be more obvious?'
'the way this man said 'i love games' protect him at all costs'
‘he said ‘i’ve got a soft spot for her’ is this the year of men yearning?’ ↳ ‘it’s just the paul mescal effect’
It was during his next interview that he saw you. He was talking about his experience building the character of Emperor Caracalla with Sir Ridley Scott as well as Joseph Quinn when he finally caught sight of you. You had spent a bit longer with a specific reporter down the carpet, causing Fred to catch up to you.
“Of course, y/n was a great help as well.” He smiled, reaching over to brush against your elbow to catch your attention. At the perfect time, too, because you had just finished talking to the reporter in front of you.
“Oh, Fred!” You beamed, coming over to give him a hug.
“Look at you.” Fred spoke against your shoulder. He pulled away from the hug and brought you into his side in front of the camera, almost like he was showing you off. “Look at her, isn’t she stunning.”
“Stop it,” you rolled your eyes as you tried your best not to show how his compliment affected you. “I’m sorry for interrupting, I just had to say hello.”
“No worries,” the reporter reassured you. “Fred was actually saying how you helped with the building of his character.”
“Yeah, we worked really closely during pre-production actually.” You nodded, acutely aware of Fred’s hands on you. He had one hand casually tucked into his pocket while his other arm draped across your waist, his hand resting against your hip. “My character was almost like Caracalla’s sidekick, so the motives for all her actions are really based around him.”
“I’d argue that she was more of a mirror, actually.” You turned to look at Fred, never passing up an opportunity to hear his view on these things. “She’s the complete opposite of Caracalla, but in a way she represents who he truly is under all the pressure of being in Geta’s shadow.”
“And under all the syphilis, of course.” You added, causing Fred to giggle.
“Yeah, and under the syphilis.”
‘he seems like such a sweet guy 🥺’
‘did you see his face when he saw her??? 😫😫😫 theyre in love, your honor’
‘him showing her off like that is peak soft boyfriend behavior’
‘they just called me single in seven different languages’
‘his laugh is actually so cute, who is this man and why am i in love with him? 😍’ ↳ 'get in line' ↳'behind y/n, you mean?'
‘the way he’s touching her???? im just gonna go take a nap in front of an oncoming train’
‘im calling it, new hollywood it couple’
‘look at how he looks at her!!! may this love find me 🙏’
#fred hechinger#fred hechinger x reader#emperor caracalla#fred hechinger gladiator#gladiator ii#rpf#fred hechinger x you#emperor caracalla x reader#this fic didn't fit the vibe of my other blogs#and this blog is barren#just one rpf fic#so i guess it works here#might change the aesthetic tho#another day#thoughts comments concerns?#please feel free to share#this has been the plot for all my mal-adaptive daydreaming as of late#so i genuinely have a whole life written for these two#as well as a rewrite of the gladiator script to include y/n's character#havent been this in love with an actor in yeeeeeaaaarsss#wrote this in like 2 hours and am hitting post no lie#i usually ruminate on stuff like this for a while but i just love this man so much#anyways#if youve read all these tags send me a blueberry emoji in my ask box#paul mescal#joseph quinn#pedro pascal#connie nielsen#ridley scott#sir ridley scott
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watching a guy explain petscop and as a person who's never engaged with it before i feel like i'm going insane

#petscop#like am i going crazy#am i the only one ???#'paul and care share a birthday and look similar#now they are mirrorring each other's actions at two different points in time'#mr youtuber you are a smart man. please tell me you see what i see.#no one in the comments will say it either and i genuinely feel like i may be reaching but IM NOT REACHING I PROMISE#'if the counselor was calling for care but care was going by 'paul'...' DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF
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Hey, so I'm not gonna answer this question with your username out, because I don't want you getting dogpiled.
But I feel the need to address this because it comes up now and then.
First of all: Thank you for liking my comic and wanting it to come faster! I'm psyched to hear that you like it that much.
And while I fully understand the feeling of "why can't the thing I want just HAPPEN", this is... unfortunately... not a very kind thing to send to an artist. Or a writer. Or any creator.
Not the way it's worded, anyway.
So, let's discuss:
Why can't the comic be weekly again?
Well, if you can understand why THIS is irrational:
Then you can understand why the comic can't be weekly just because you REALLY REALLY want it to be.
Resources like money and time aren't just something that drops into my hands. I'm an adult. I work. I have a life outside of this. I have a dog! I get up at 6am to walk her. I drive to work an hour each way. I try to help my spouse out around the house.
And I daresay, even though I once posted weekly, the quality and length of my comics has gone up quite a bit and it now requires twice the amount of time to make them without burning out.
Look, to make it 100% clear, when I'm pushing the comics to be two weeks apart, this is NOT what is happening:
This magical contraption does not exist. It's not effortless, it's not immediate.
It takes me the full two weeks, if not more, to create these comics.
Yes, they're spaced out quite far apart, but that's how far apart they gotta be in order for me to be able to bring them to you.
And yes, I know the comic is already made. But I am making them at a pace of two per month on Patreon, and just because I post them faster doesn't mean I'll make them faster!
Basically your options are:
Regular updates that are two weeks apart
Semi-regular updates that are sometimes less than two weeks apart, but with multiple month-long hiatuses between them.
I've chosen regular updates. For me AND for you guys.
And man, there are MANY better ways to tell an artist or a creator you love "hey, I can't wait to see more of your content!".
For example:
"Hey, I can't wait to see more of your content!"
You can also try:
"I look forward to every update!"
and
"Every time you put out a new comic, I'm eager to read what comes next!"
It'll go a long way, I promise!
#chekhov answers#please don't be rude in the comments#this is clearly just a kiddo#but also please don't act like a kid tugging on our pantleg at a grocery store#And maybe#I don't know#thank the people in your life that work hard to share their time and resources with you#Try to be aware that they're doing something that takes effort#for your sake
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So. My Tiktok got hacked. Great. I can just double up my empire (I am completely devastated). My new one is mr.brightxside 🔥

#the eltingville club#welcome to eltingville#my art#bill dickey#I'm gonna do it#please follow it this is how I make money (I don't actually get anything from it)#seriously it sounds like really depressing but sharing my art and doing content makes me happy to give#I've sold my soul to the Eltingville fandom I still have 200 ideas in my notes app#I need to continue my comments of saving videos and stuff to my Bill album#thanks gang 🙏🏻
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Due to a lot of feedback on the nature of this blog, and how the meme format can come across as insensitive and shameless, I'm considering switching to a news only post format, without the use of the destiel meme. I greatly enjoy sharing information about current events, and would like to continue doing so in some way.
So I am making this poll to ask everyone their opinion on the way I do things, and for suggestions to improve my content.
#not news#feel free to make suggestions in the comments or just yell at me anonymously#i really do enjoy reading about what's happening in the world and sharing that information with others#i mainly used the meme format to force people to read the headlines#but i don't want to make rage bait or anything like that. i honestly want to help inform people#in a time when misinformation across social media is at an all time high#so please! vote! tell me what you think! if i do reform the blog i'll still keep up all my destiel meme posts of course#and i may make a throwback destiel meme every now and then#so let me know!#probably shoulda made this just a 24 hour poll in hindsight but oh well. i'll keep news posting until the results are in and go from there
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On accepting the usefulness of digital manga and light novels in the English language fandom from a disability perspective
This is an expansion of a thought that gripped me on Bsky earlier today. I will state outright these are just my personal musings as someone with disability trapped in a capitalist hellscape, not my ideal as a reader or member of society. Hopefully that makes sense.
I will always advocate for physical media. As you can likely tell from the content of this Tumblr, my media collection is my absolute pride and joy. However, as someone living with disability, I have to acknowledge that digital media options have made my life easier in some ways. While I generally prefer to purchase physical copies of books or discs, I’ve found myself increasingly turning to digital formats when I want to read manga or novels as they offer a better reading experience for my specific disabilities.

One issue that has really stood out to me lately is the trend among English-language publishers to release more 3-in-1 or other larger-format/omnibus manga volumes. These editions are generally more cost effective than single volume releases and help improve access to out-of-print (OOP) titles, but they can also present real accessibility challenges. A good example for me personally is Red River from Viz Media, a beloved series that’s been OOP physically for years but is now available again in 3-in-1 volumes. While this is great news for many fans, I personally can’t manage reading these print editions due to their size and weight. Thankfully, I already own the original single volumes but for those who don't have that privilege this is where digital options make a real difference.
I can load a title onto a lightweight reading device and still enjoy that “book in hand” feeling. Or I can use a screen reader on a larger device for even better accessibility. Of course, not all digital options are created equal, their usefulness depends on the decisions made by publishers and platforms regarding formatting, pricing, and features. For example, Amazon’s recent removal of the “Download & Transfer via USB” option on Kindle highlights how little control consumers actually have over the digital media they purchase. You're often locked into a single platform, with no simple or affordable way to move your purchases elsewhere. There are digital rights restrictions, not everything is available everywhere and prices can vary significantly even when a book is offered in your territory vs. the one next door.
Unlike a physical book that sits on your shelf, digital books are only available at the discretion of platforms or rights-holders, much like how streaming services control access to video or music compared to owning a Blu-ray or vinyl record. And when digital becomes the only option for certain titles deemed unworthy of a print release for whatever reason, it understandably alienates many readers. The English-language market has shown its love for physical media time and time again: series without a print option have a limited reach with these consumers. This is why terms like “digital jail” have become common, though I’m not a fan of that phrase myself. While digital-only releases can restrict access in some ways, they also provide opportunities for access in other ways, especially for readers with disabilities or those outside North America who face high costs and logistical hurdles when trying to import print editions.

If we must continue to live under capitalism (and I long for the day when we do not) then digital and print access for media must both be available wherever possible. I feel particularly when used in conjunction with print there are significant positives to having digital formats available for manga and light novels in English for those living with disability (based on my personal experience and those of my peers). Digital access also supports language diversity and enables the important work of archivists who strive to preserve media from official platforms for future generations. Anyone who has ever attempted to scan a book for archival purposes knows that starting from a digital file is far more efficient and accessible.
In this sense, I’m coming to terms with being an advocate for physical media who also recognises the advantages digital formats can offer. At the same time, I’m not naive about the limitations of digital book sales. While digital formats meet many of my specific needs, they don't meet them all and they won’t suit everyone. There are also serious limitations with how these materials are delivered through digital platforms that must be addressed moving forward.
#personal#ramblings#i don't really know why i felt compelled to talk about this#but i did#look at me adding crappy photos and everything to break up the rambling#if you like hearing me ramble please like/share/comment on this post#i appreciate anyone who takes the time to read my random thoughts
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#art tag or whatever#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3
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🌸 !!CHAPTER TWELVE POSTED!! 🌸
Title: Four Walls
Tags: Slow burn, domesticity, friends to lovers, smut, pining post sias/pre am era
Summary: Disillusioned with LA and on the heels of a breakup, Alex goes to stay with Miles in London.
#uh... surprise? ���#i can't believe i'm finally sharing this#i'm so SO happy to be able to and i really hope you'll all enjoy it 🫶#(god knows you've waited long enough 😅)#i've had some difficult personal stuff going on that for a while made me feel like i was never going to be able to continue this fic#but i had underestimated how enduring my own love for it is#and also the magic and elusive and unexpected nature of creativity ✨#it has truly been more wonderful than i can express to have got back into the swing of writing it over the last little while#and i am so so excited for you all to see where it's going!!#the biggest thank you to everyone who's been so supportive of this fic#it's one so close to my heart and you truly don't know how much it means to me to have other people connect to it 💖#special thanks to the @applysome for being the most wonderful person. this fic wouldn't be where it is without you 💗💗#anyway! enough out of me#i very much hope you enjoy 😘#if you want to make my entire week then please feel free to drop a comment when you're done reading 💜#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#milex#alex turner#miles kane#four walls#milex fanfiction#milex fanfic#lulu posts
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I think I just discovered a repressed fictional crush and I’m not sure how I should feel about it.
#writing the rest in the tags and gonna be vague as hell for my own sanity because I’m feeling very conflicted rn#so the other day I just realized that I’ve been apparently in DEEP DENIAL of a crush on a character for years#and this goes way back#WAY before I even made this blog#now I use to have an active f/o from the same source material that this repressed crush is from as well#where I shared ship art and everything#I even redesigned my self insert for the one ship because she kept feeling off to me#like no matter what I drew for this self ship it just felt off#and I think it was because I was self shipping with the wrong character#where I still enjoyed that old f/o but my feelings never felt as intense as how I felt when the other character showed up#and the thing is that I originally had an oc x canon ship I drew out in an old sketch book for this crush#but for some reason I ended up shipping with the other character#hell I even had folks comment on how this character was my type and how they thought I was gonna self ship with him#but i didn’t#and idk if it was out of fear due to how well known and popular the character was that I just pushed those feelings away#but now I’m hesitant to say who this character is because I have mutuals who ship with him that I’m TERRIFIED of making them uncomfortable#so atm this character is going to be a secret f/o#and I guess in a way I writing this out to vent#and the fact that I have/had other f/os who shared the same vibes as him felt very obvious#because there was SO MANY DAMN SIGNS!!!#but now all my attention on my other f/os kinda halted and I feel stuck#I just need to think this crush over#or at least rewatch some episodes just to see exactly what I’m feeling now that I know this crush was repressed this whole time#like I’m not stressed (not like usual) but I feel almost like I got hit with a brick#so if I’m not as talkative or interactive I promise I’m fine#just mostly confused#also if anyone asks or try to guess I’m not gonna reveal this character (at least not until I figure this out) so please don’t ask#💬 chy chatter 💬#ventish I guess
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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some doodles for a skyward sword zelink modern au concept ^_^ the details of which are only known to me and 4 other people probably 👍
credit to @linkvcr for their uns + their fits and for going crazy with me over them always hehe
#demonkingsblade666 said: your boyfriend is ugly af (Comment deleted by moderator: SwordThatSealsTheDarkness)#zelda is probably also official.zelda on other platforms. something like that. i think she has a million followers on everything#zelink#skyward sword#loz#link#zelda#princess zelda#loz au#ss link#ss zelda#sorry if this looks a lil messy ive been testing brushes out + deliberately trying to make sure i dont go overkill on anything LOL#at least not for a lil while. i am also doodling stuff thats too spicy to share on here or maybe not till i can do a bigger art dump#so ummm yeagh please bear with me ^_^ love you and everyone ever
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people need to start reblogging posts again i’m so serious. like it’s getting dire out here.
#i am absolutely not the first person to say this but like!!!!! the reblog/like ratio is atrocious!!!!#and that includes silly little text posts and memes! not to mention how bad engagement is on gifs/art/fic/etc.#especially if you're using tumblr mobile the easy reblog buttons are RIGHT. THERE.#like tags are fun (and leaving silly comments and compliments in tags is dying too i think)#but if you don't reblog bc you're like 'ugh i have to add tags' no u don't! u can just reblog and call it a day! at least it's being shared#this is the BLOGGING site for crying out loud. so please reBLOG things!!!!!!#mik chats#tumblr culture
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Does anybody want to like talk about their tmnt ocs and fanfics with me and go feral over the turtles ( mainly Donnie )
#tmnt 2012#tmnt#tmnt donatello#caffeinated thoughts#I have so many thoughts about my fanfics and I need to discuss them with someone but my 3 friends who don't watch tmnt are already done#I need someone as obsessed as I am#mainly 2012 but I like bayverse and Rise too#can't comment on other versions but I will hear your ideas out if you'd like to share!#please I need someone who will tell me whether what I have going on for the secrets we inherit is yay or nay#tmnt fanfiction#teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#rottmnt#tmnt bayverse
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Please have some compassion:
Ever since the Poet | Artist MV came out, I’ve seen posts from other Shawols shaming the fandom for the video’s low views. While I understand where those feelings are coming from and the desire for this song/MV to have a stellar amount of views, I want to take moment to address why it hasn’t gotten the views that a lot of the fandom feels this MV deserves.
By now, we are all well aware of the connection this song has to Jonghyun. We’re even more aware of how this comeback was dedicated to him. It’s been known since before the MV was released. I appreciate SM’s effort to make this known prior to the comeback and MV release because, as I will go on to explain, it’s helped prevent those still affected by Jonghyun’s passing from getting triggered.
For those that aren’t aware, there are those in the fandom that are still grieving. Yes, it is real and still on-going, even after 7 years. Yes, IT��S OKAY to be one of those Shawols, and no, you should NOT be ashamed for doing what is best for your mental health.
So, to explain it simply, the reason behind the low views on Poet | Artist is because we are a fandom that is still trying to HEAL. It’s not because we don’t care or are lazy. We WANT Poet | Artist to have millions upon millions of views but it’s hard to accomplish that when a song you love and cherish so much also hurts you and makes you cry every time you listen/watch the video.
In due time, Poet | Artist will earn a viewership that makes the fandom proud. It’s just going to take longer to get there because we have to heal along the way. Who knows - this song might even help those still affected by their grief, but what won’t help is calling out the fandom and shaming them for not streaming the MV. All you’re doing is giving these grieving Shawols another reason to distance themselves from SHINee.
That’s why I ask that SHINee World please stand united. Whether you are old or new, Pre-2017 or Post-2017, show your fellow Shawols some compassion. What happened affected us all in some way, and there is no time limit on how long it takes to overcome grief.
There’s no need to worry about the MV views for SHINee’s sake. They understand better than you’re giving them credit for because they’re not going to look at the low views and think nobody liked their song/MV/comeback. They’re going to look at it and know that they’re not alone for still grieving the loss of Jonghyun. They’re going to see that their fandom is as much in the healing process as they are, and it’s going to help them just like it helps when we see/hear SHINee talking about Jonghyun.
#shinee#poet | artist#music video#views#shinee world#shawols#onew#jonghyun#key#minho#taemin#ot5#5hinee#please be compassionate#i hate how kpop has become an obsession over how many views a song has on youtube#that was never a thing back in the day#album sales were where it was at#those sales determined if a song/group was trending#plus we all know mv views are bogus#spamming a song so it gets over ten million views isn’t the same as a video genuinely earning those numbers#it’s just a load of crap#you should watch an mv because you like the group the video or the song not cause you want to break some kind of record or whatever#also do you think jonghyun himself would be worrying about the views???#like the man cared about making music and sharing it with the world#how many views an mv got at the end of the day was the LAST thing on his mind#he’d care more about the comments if anything#aigoo
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it's Lunar New Year today so I'll be resharing Private Interview tonight! As always please be kind, it's not a trans story- it's an immigrant story. If you want a trans immigrant story you can either pick up my graphic novel Lunar Boy or wait for me to do something to martian manhunter-
#ramblings#it's pinkwashing to go out of your way to read the blatantly immigrant narrative of that comic and project a queer story instead mkay#i get it that the experiences can overlap but the last thing we want to imply is that these marginalized identities are interchangeable#like what do u think they're doing in the end. sharing their dead names. come on#even if you did mistaken it cuz you skim read it. just keep comments like that to yourself please.
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public service announcement: don’t do this

#Commenting shit like this makes me and I think a lot of other artists DEmotivated#I’m making this stuff bc I want to#And “peer pressuring” me into doing it at the pace YOU want doesn’t do anything#Except make me feel like my art is no longer for me#Which in turn makes me not want to do it.#So please don’t comment stuff like this#If you want to be updated when I am done? Sure! That’s great!#Want to see BTS stuff? Happy to share!#But reading this just makes me feel bad#Peoples work isn’t just “content” they made it and voluntarily shared it with you. You don’t have any “right” to it#Also going to other videos to yell abt this is crazy#Sorry abt the rant#it’s late and i’m tired#My art#artblr#art block
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